I'm Back in action!

First of all, i just want to say to all my RP Partners and to every person that asked me for a Commission during the last year, that I'M DEEPLY SORRY.
I know that i've been away for many months, just popping online from time to time, thanks to my phone, and then vanishing again, but recently my life has turned into something like a really lame TV show and i've had some major problems both on the professional side and on a personal level.
I've lost my previous job because the place where i worked closed up, and i'm currently unemployed (AGAIN, damn it) and really depressed.
I'm risking to lose my apartment every month because i'm struggling to pay the rent and the bills, i've been eating one time per day more often than i like to admit and everything seems like a nightmare right now.
Above all that, my old laptop suddenly broke down, like six months ago, and i had to wait for a long time before collecting enough money to have it fixed...but then, once i finally got it back, it decided to die for good after a couple of weeks and i've lost ALMOST ALL the files that i had in it.
All my music, my drawings, my movies, my stories, EVERYTHING is gone.
One of the major problems is that i've lost also the file with all the info about the commissions i had agreed to work on, because i'm stupid as hell and i had deleted almost all the messages, both here on DA and on other web sites, about the commissions, just saving all the data on a Word File.
Long story short, right now i don't have any clue about who was waiting for some art from me, sorry. At least none of you paid in advance for those commissions, but still...
Anyway, now a friend of mine let me borrow his old laptop, since he has a new one and i've finally reinstalled all my programs and i'm ready to go back to normal, more or less, at least as far as art concerns.
I'm still totally broke and, like if all the rest was not enough, recently my ten years old cat has been ill and i discovered that he has serious kidney problems, which apparently are something very common among male spayed cats and above all the other issues i'm facing, now i have to keep him under control and i have to spend money that basically i don't have on special cat food and medicines to treat his desease.
So, i've decided to write down this brief explanation for all of you to read, just to apologize to everyone that was waiting for me, for one reason or another, and to announce that I'LL VERY SOON START TO TAKE SOME EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS, mostly to take care of my little furry friend the best i can, because he's my baby and i want him to feel as good as possible, despite his health problems.
I hope that you will understand the situation and that you won't think that i'm a horrible person that doesn't care about others.

By the way, TO EVERYONE THAT WAS WAITING FOR NEWS FROM ME ABOUT A COMMISSION, i beg you to send me a note and to remind me what you asked for and i promise to take care of it immediately, IF YOU STILL WANT THAT COMMISSION DONE, of course.
If you prefer to not have any business with me anymore, i'll understand completely and, once more, i'm sorry about it.